Nadezhda | Eighteen | Kansas City
It must be hard to be a model, because you'd want to be like the photograph of you, and you can't ever look that way. -Andy Warhol.

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How far along? 41 Weeks.

Total weight gain: 34 pounds.

Maternity clothes? Maternity clothes don’t fit. I just bought a bunch of empire waist dresses. When I’m not wearing those, I’m in pajama pants, and one of Shawn’s t-shirts.

Stretch marks? Mhmm. On my stomach, and my boobs, and my thighs, and my hips. My midwife said the ones on my stomach look like trees. Which they do, and that made me kind of happy. :)

Sleep: My hips hurt from having to sleep on my side, so I have to wake up and switch sides a lot. Other than that, I sleep okay.

Best moment this week: Eh… 

Miss Anything? About not being pregnant? Because, yes. Of-fucking-course.

Movement: Not a lot. ‘Cause there ain’t no space in there. 

Food cravings: I haven’t had much of an appetite to really crave anything.

Anything making you queasy or sick: That lack of appetite. ‘Cause nothing sounds tasty, so I don’t feel like eating, so I forget to eat, and then my stomach gets unhappy.

Gender: Boy.

Labor Signs: Loss of mucous plug, soft cervix, baby’s engaged, and contractions.

Symptoms: Resembling a blimp.

Belly Button in or out? In.

Wedding rings on or off? This does not apply.

Happy or Moody most of the time: It’s probably about 50/50.

Looking forward to: Just, you know, having a baby.


And I’m still pregnant.
And that sucks. :/ 


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And this. This was like, another lifetime.
I miss those shorts. I can’t wait to wear them again. 

And this. This was like, another lifetime.

I miss those shorts. I can’t wait to wear them again. 

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